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Closest I Will Get To Telling You..

who has been with you through thick and thin? who have you beat in rummy since middle school? whose house did you come over at 930 at night to goof around and talk about your future in baseball? who has supported you even if she doesnt agree with whatever it is you want? who told you, the first day you met, that they like your necklace? who did you meet March 27 4th grade year? who do you get into i love you fights with almost everyday? who sits at your baseball games in freezing weather? who gives up their weekends to come watch you play? who did you tell everything to before she came along? who have you fought with too many times and end up not talkign for a few weeks but end up being best friends with again? who is your best friend? ME

why did i lose you at the beginning? why did i cry myself to sleep a countless amount of nights because i lost you? why did we fight? why am i the bad guy in the situation now? why is everyone against me? why do you ignore me when we pass each other in the halls? why are you acting different? why dont i get good morning and goodnight texts anymore? why dont you talk to me anymore? why dont i feel like we are as close as we used to be? HER

Everytime i look at you its like the first time all over again. I had so many feelings for you its unreal but they are all disappearing because you are changing. You are not the person i became best friends with 9 years ago. You are not the person i uncontrollably fell in love with. You arent you anymore and this is the only way i can say what i want to and not break down crying while trying to say it. This isnt a text thing, this isnt a phone call, this probably wont even leave this screen but i have to let it out before i go crazy. You are going to hate me when i finally let all this out but im your best friend and on day one i promised to tell you the truth always and this is the truth.i really hate to say goodbye but i cant go through this pain anymore.

So, Good Bye </3

Its finally over<3

I think im finally ready to move on. You are in my past and thats where you are going to stay. The last talk finally put everythign on the table…what we had was a little fling and nothing more. I may have had feelings for you but i think they were just in the moment feelings because ive taken a step back now and realized what i was doing. I was an idiot and the wool was pulled over my eyes, you are a great guy dont get me wrong but youre just not the guy i need in my life. You smoke too much, you party a little too hard, youre completely different than i thought you were. We can still be friends i guess but friends has gotten us no where. and as long as were still friends youre gonna want more, i know you. So, as much as this is about to hurt me, i think were better of not being friends…good bye.